A teacher once told me that you can tell how you live your life by the way you approach paschimottanasana. At that stage of my yoga, I was so desperate to get my head to touch my legs that I would grab hold of my feet and pull with all my might until my head almost touched my legs. My feet would be splaying out to the side, my spine would look like a steep mountain and my head would be tucked as I strained to achieve the position. That isn’t to mention the tension in my jaw and shoulders and the holding of breath…but who cared? I almost touched my head to my legs …I was a real yogi!
Excuse the sarcasm, but it was not too far from the truth. I was so worried about looking a certain way and keeping up with the person next to me that it didn’t matter to me at the time that my practice of the posture was far from beneficial and probably counter productive.
When I looked at my personal life there was a certain resemblance to my practice. I had just moved to a new city, was trying to fit into a new job and make new friends. I was trying to keep up with the person next to me. Being a type A personality, I pushed my limits to succeed, inversely effecting my health and my outlook on life. This very tight grip on life was not leading me where I wanted to go.
So, after some self reflection, I loosened my grip. I stopped taking myself so seriously and stopped trying to be someone or something I wasn’t. I worked at being content with where I was at in my life rather that trying keep up with the crowd. Not surprisingly, a lot of changes in my life and my relationships followed closely behind.
About this time, I was in another yoga class and when we moved into paschimottanasana, the teacher said “Good Jane.” This was not because I had finally achieved perfection; in fact my chest and head were far away from my legs and my hands were rested on the floor beside my feet, BUT my spine was straight, my neck relaxed, my legs active and neutral, I was breathing and I had no idea what the person next to me looked like. In fact, I was practicing yoga. I now finally understood what my teacher meant when he said the way we practice paschimottanasana reflects how we live our life.
This is true for all postures, not just paschimottanasana. The way we are on and off the mat should not be separate; if there is a difference then we are not being true in some area of our life or practice. Being aware of this link can tell you a great deal about your state of mind and your current approach to life. An awareness of this connection will let you know if there is a tension in your life you need to work through and will subsequently help the progression of your yoga.
So, take the time when you are next on the mat to pay some attention to the way you approach paschimottanasana…you may get more from that class that you expected.
By Jane